There is nothing I would not do for those who are really my friends. I have no notion of loving people by halves, it is not my nature.
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story of my life...

crushes:

you,

i like when we sit next to each other and your leg fits perfectly against mine. i like when our feet bump and we don’t apologize. i like this comfort. i like this closeness. i like you.

— me

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i'm unstoppable.

you can talk all you want but my skin is really thick. i’m the leader of the crowd and my game is really slick.

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College

i really don’t understand how time has gone by so fast and i’m already at pace university looking at the campus and going to some classes to think about even coming here. i’m about to graduate high school and go back to college. I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING! i’m about to cry, haha.

this is really happening, i’m getting my liscense and i’m going off to college. my future is going to bright and no one’s stopping me. <3333

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Bold the things that are true.

I am a cuddler
I am a morning person 
I am a perfectionist
I am a night person
I am an only child
I am Catholic
I am currently in my pajamas 

I am currently suffering from a broken heart
I am okay at styling other people’s hair
I am left handed
I am addicted to my myspace
I am very shy around the opposite gender
I bite my nails
I can be paranoid at times
I currently regret something that I have said
When I get mad I curse frequently
I like someone
I enjoy jazz music
I enjoy smoothies
I enjoy talking on the phone
I have a pet
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
I have a tendency to fall for the wrong person
I have all my grandparents
I have at least one sibling
I have been told that I am smart
I have broken a bone
I have Caller I.D. on my phone
I have bathed/​showered with someone
I have changed a diaper
I have changed a lot over the past year
I have done something illegal
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair
I have had surgery
I have killed another person 
I have had my hair cut within the last week
I have had the cops called on me
I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn’t
I have held hands with someone who wasn’t my boyfriend/girlfriend
I have loved someone
I have danced around naked

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“It’s a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that. Especially not love.” 

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But I was sure of something, too: its a lot easier to be lost than found. Its the reason we’re always searching, and rarely discover.

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"And in the freefall I will realize I'm better off when I hit the bottom."

I haven’t updated in years.. I’m officially an upperclassmen at IHA. I’m kind of scared, yet really really excited. This year has started of really good, I just can’t believe that I’m turning 17 soon. EW! haha I want to stay young forever.  

My best friend’s birthday is on Sunday and I’m throwing her a surprise birthday dinner. I’m really excited for it because honestly, I don’t know what I’d do without her. 

Oh and I get to go see So You Think You Can Dance on Thursday, I’m honestly dying right now. I cannot wait!<3333 

okay gotta go write notes now, byeeee :)

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You used to treat me like I was special. Now you’ve found someone else and she gets to be the special one. You can’t just throw me out of your mind. It doesn’t work like that. Besides, what are you going to do when whatever you have with this someone ends? Because it will. You’re just to blind to see that right now. But when it ends, I won’t be there to help pick up the pieces for you. You’ll have to do it all by yourself and you haven’t been alone in such a long time. And at that second when you and her fall apart…you’ll wish you would’ve never let me go.

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Maybe I wasn’t asking you to love me, maybe I was asking you to understand, because for so long I’ve been hurt and for so long you’ve ignored it, and maybe it is bad timing, but maybe, I don’t care. I’ve been here all along just waiting, waiting for you to notice, waiting for you to care. Waiting for you to say that you’ve been waiting too, and you haven’t and maybe you never will or maybe you’re afraid to. But it all hurts the same, and in the end, I’m the one that’s left broken and when I lay down to sleep, I’m still the one crying, so screw the bad timing. I’ve loved you then, like I love you now, like I probably always will.

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